Friday, June 5, 2009

Back to the Crazy Dreams. This one was kind of frightening

Had another strange dream last night.

I dreamed that I went back to Indiana for medical reasons and I could only get the treatment I needed back there. I went into my high school (except it was huge, and like a mall), and saw my old classmate Jason dash by. (I had a serious crush on him for two years.) He saw me, backpedaled, gave me a hug, and asked how I was doing. Then he said that he couldn't stay long because there was a burglary in progress. I guess he was acting as security? Then I ran with him down some stairs, getting his phone number along the way so that I could keep in touch with him after I left Indiana.

Then later in my dream, I was in a hospital bed, sleeping with my back to the open door. There was a mirror in front of me, so I could see a circle of desks outside and the people sitting and working at them. I was starting to wake up, and I was watching the people in the mirror, and the guy at the desk facing me was...staring at me. The look in his eyes and the creepy smile on his face gave me chills. I think he could tell I was watching his reflection, because he started drawing pictures on a clear glass panel standing upright on his desk. Pictures...basically of him raping me.

I was terrified, but after a little bit, I got up and went outisde to the desks to confront him or find his superiors, something to get him to stop. He had disappeared, but the pictures remained, so I asked the other people working at the desks who sat there. They just looked at me with wide frightened eyes and didn't say anything, so I told them to report him, because I certainly was terrified of whoever that man was.

The dream shifted again to me back in the hospital bed, and lots of people were gathered around me. I felt so weak, and couldn't move much at all. Then my vision became fuzzy, and I woke up in reality.

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