Alright, this is going to be a bit weird, I know, but lately these thoughts have been sitting inside my brain, so I want to get them out. If people think that I'm crazy, weird, or something of that nature, fine. Whatever. You can skip this blog post and act like it doesn't exist.
It's just lately I've just been wondering what certain things are like.
Like how it feels to be kissed and to kiss someone. (Not like on the cheek, but, you know, kissed.)
What sex is like. (Scandalous! Don't worry, I'm waiting to find out what that's like until I get married.)
How hard it would be for someone (probably a guy) to pin me on the ground so that I couldn't escape. (Hopefully this guy will let me up if I ask nicely. If not, and this guy knows I'm ticklish, there's going to be problems.)
The reactions of my friends if I were to suddenly start crying in front of them.
What it's like to actually be held when I'm sobbing uncontrollably.
What it's like to stand on the beach and watch the sun rise or set over the ocean (gotta cover both coastlines).
What it's like to be restrained so as I cannot move. (Yeah...I know that one's kinda weird....)
In a world of knights and dragons, if there would be a hero willing to save me at the risk of his life.
What it's like to truly love with all of my being and be loved in the same way.
So...yeah...kinda a weird post, I know, but there ya go. I'm a weird person, and this is what you get from me at 2 in the morning.
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteAnd of course they're all questions that vary from person to person....
I suggest leaving your expectations open. Don't expect anything, because then it's always a pleasant surprise. Or sometimes not, but you know what I mean.
I'm pretty sure a hero would save you. ;D